Blogging is cathartic for me. I love to hear the type on the keys or on iPhone. While some things are meant to be written in ink. Sometimes it's faster to log it here.
When I was at Bethel -J's Cali church- last Sunday Eric Johnson, one of the pastors encouraged us to close our eyes and think about the faithfulness of God. As I stood in our new home church holding hands with my fiancé I began to watch the story of Hods faithfulness unfold before my eyes. The sweetness of His presence in my life is overwhelming.
Today has been a hard day. The overwhelming feelings of things that are happening around me compounded with the nearness of J being taken away has left me in tears most of the night.
But a quick text to my bestie reminded me of the pure faithfulness of God. He promises never to leave me or forsake me. That His plans are much higher than mine. That He cares for me much more than He cares for the sparrows and they never go hungry.
He has already seen me crying in my bedroom asking Him to be faithful once again. And He, unlike me gets a sneak peak into the next season of his faithfulness. And for that I am entirely grateful!
:)
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